ever decreasing circles...

Friday 12th September 2008

do you ever feel that when you are in a minority, you just wanna hold even tighter to that minority? you wanna be able to cherish everything that it means to be in the minority and fight harder to let yourself be heard. i am currently in a minority, and i received news yesterday that the minority is about to get even smaller as two members depart from the school for different reasons. so what to do? speak louder, make bigger hand gestures, who knows? there have been many moments in my life when i have found myself to be in the minority and it has never bothered me in the slightest. this time round, it is having a completely different effect on me and instead of enjoying it, i feel like i wanna be out recruiting members to expand the minority. i don't want to be in a minority...i want to feel part of the majority...but somehow, i can't. ultimately what sets me apart are the very things i wish to hold on to. if i'm being all cryptic...apologies...it's been a bit of a rough ol' day. and sometimes things really do need to be left unsaid.